It's not like I will die without you.

The last thing I remember is watching him go.
The time I woke up around break of dawn, I couldn't feel anything. I was lying on the street, without moving.
The rain started to fall, but I didn't noticed it, because of the tears streaming down my face. 
I closed my eyes and felt your last touch once again, just before you broke my heart and scared me for lifetime. 

Back where we started.

Sometimes the only way to stop people from hurting your heart, is to act like you don't have one. 


So I have decided to lock my heart up and shut it down, just for a while. I guess, that I just have lost faith in everything, that is suppose to feel good and safe. I need to go back to where we started, to figure out what I did wrong, and what I did right. What before was bright and clear, is now only a shadow of contempt.     


This is the last curtain call.. Well at least until I find you in someone new.